[dennardscott86]

I'm having a hard time getting to sleep, my son refuses to sleep in the room he shared with his brother, and my daughter keeps asking where is her brother. We haven't found the strength to move his things yet so there are constant reminder on him all over the house. I accidentally made his lunch for school and that killed me more inside. My wife and I are having to turn help away from our parents because, although they want to help, we know it will turn into a blame session on how this "Could have been prevented" but that's not true!! He had a unstudied Lung disease and died in his sleep. I don't need that, I need my fucking son back. I need my FUCKING WHOLE FAMILY BACK!!! Just want this go back to the way it use to and have my Zach back