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Originally Posted by maerilith
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You are assuming I havn't tried every fucking thing under the sun? I use to hate big pharma etc etc... I use to be a tin foil hatter. this shit is massive brianwashing blah...
U know what... my life is better with SSRI's and transitioning. I'm not saying big pharma is great, but it is the vehicle capitalism uses to save lives. Also. we'd still need drugs for some people to have a decent quality of life. It simply is a fact of life on the physical plane of consciousness.
You guys are coloring the simple A+B equation with some philosophical idealism that says fuck anyone who can't survive without drugs, might makes, right, survival of only the strongest (forget being fit), hell lets push ourselves to the brink!
Anyway I really don't want to talk about this anymore at all on these forums I believe you guys are well educated and correction some regards. But the blanket application of your ideals is fucking horrible and evil shit.
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buddy i havent made a post on this board without being under the influence of drugs in prolly 3 years. I don't feel any sense of superiority. But then, i don't go around claiming my drug abuse is advisable or that it for sure made my life better either, even though it was doctor-initiated and -assisted just like your own hellish journey into kafkaesque alienation and physical transformation.
Truth is, no medical intervention ever made me feel as good as getting completely off of the slave grid and disconnected from electronics, and existing solely in the physical plane for a good long time (although methadone came pretty close). If I recall your backstory about being in the military accurately, it would seem you don't even know that greener pastures exist. Those possibilities are all the info I'm trying to convey to you.