Because it's not about my personality. It's about being happy with myself and my body. My personality sucks, i'm a troll, i've been a very unhappy person for a long time.
But that's no good reason to keep hating myself.
What's wrong with "being a girl?" it seems it triggers the fuck out of a lot of these nerds.... probably some of it is me being known here because as runlvlzero I was an asshat and still am, but still.
Thing is I'm not doing this for anyone but me. Just like life and living is a selfish act. But I'm also not succumbing to my primal instinct to rail back and kill and hate those that don't understand me and hurt me. (though I sure fucking feel like it right now)
It's so simple to just be who we are and a trans person, you all may not like me and be triggered by my buffallo bill face (fuck my life) but it's easier than wanting to crawl in a hole and die.
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