I was a bit emotionally unstable when I originally wrote the post. Once again I never asked for items I just wanted someone to talk to, a community. I wanted a guild. I needed to be around people.
My mother had a stroke which she almost died, and during that they ran cat-scans and found a malignant tumor in her chest. She was treated in hospital for 5 months, let go and she has to get checked up twice a week. I stayed with her for 3 months at her house setting everything up and helping her with whatever.
I admit I was very emotional and I don't know why I said she died but I was by her bed and I had the funeral (that it was coming and it was inevitable on my mind A LOT). I must've alrady thought in my mind she was gone and I had already lost her... and honestly part of that is true. I still pray for her everyday that she may not suffer, that she gets through it (it's not going into remission but she is getting better), and that she lives a peaceful day, day by day.
I can't believe this all went from "hey guys I've come back to the server & community, I had a bit of bad news but I was looking to see if anybody would offer support as in talk to me or accept me into their click. Instead people automatically assumed I wanted items and money and everything in the sky.
Some nice guuy which his name will remain anonymous came up to me and said "hey man, I'm a lawyer and honestly I've heard a lot of bullshit in my time but I'm almost 100% you are telling the truth". He tried to give me an item, I declined, he did give me some money for travel for later. He took me back to cab so I could check my bank to see if I had anything in there and I even did a transfer for him from one char to another and he blindly trusted me.... because guess what... I was telling the truth.
Sorry but it really sucks to be the people who doubted me, not only did you insult someone who has breast cancer, but you insulted a fellow EQ member who is just a regular EQ player, not a scammer or a thief or train maker. Hell way back during live I used to do ports for free. So I don't see why you guys all want to gang up against me and think that your opinion that I am fishy must be true because its YOUR opinion. LMAO. Your opinion is just that... an opinion.
Thanks to all who helped and to all those who ddin't thanks for making me realize what some of the people on this server are like.
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