In all seriousness Tecmos, your behavior is similar to the behavior of addicts.
Take the advice of an internet doctor and seek treatment.
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What are the warning signs of EverQuest addiction?
Preoccupation with EverQuest. (Thoughts about previous on-line activity or anticipation of the next on-line session.)
Playing EverQuest in increasing amounts of time in order to achieve satisfaction.
Repeated, unsuccessful efforts to control, cut back or stop playing Everquest.
Feelings of restlessness, moodiness, depression, or irritability when attempting to cut down EverQuest.
Gaming longer than originally intended.
Jeopardized or risked loss of significant relationships, job, educational or career opportunities because of EverQuest.
Lies to family members, friends, therapists, or others to conceal the extent of involvement with EverQuest
Playing EverQuest as a way to escape from problems or to relieve a dysphoric mood. (e.g. feelings of hopelessness, guilt, anxiety, depression.)
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Substituted gaming with everquest.
Man the worst sign is that you scammed someone who trusted you.
At least you came clean, next step would be to uninstall and never look back.
Good luck dude.