Ok i'm going to admit something i haven't admitted online ever.
I didn't mention it out of self shame and possibly being treated as a lesser person online.
I'm semi autistic and moved to a foreign country.
Why do i hide it? to not be treated differently and not use it as an excuse.
Just because i have adhd as well doesn't mean i can't do something efficiently,it just means i have to have a stronger willpower.
What i mean by this,is that it requires more patience to controll ones impulses to act out of impulse and to focus on what you are doing to get better outcomes.
I do pretty good to focus on what i am doing to get better results.
The only reason i deny it is to try and fit in normally.
Yes i have denied it myself and wanted to pretend it was't true.
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