Prior to my comming out and such, I use to EQ a lot as self medication and I could hide behind girl pixels. But I could never fully integrate into the community/game as a male either. I had become distraught a bit over this. Knowing I didn't have a passable voice for teamspeak and that I kind of was so casual about my play, that coming here for emotional/psychological reasons was bad. That was also a factor. Long since, it's been at least 9 months since i've logged in. I don't have to be a girl in norrath thank the gods. I can be a girl IRL.
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