http://psychcentral.com/lib/the-5-st...d-grief/000617
I think you should step away from p99 for at least a week or so. You're pretty much going through all of these stages in front of a large amount of people that don't really care that much about your situation.
Anyone would be frustrated after putting years of work into characters, but you probably should step away from the computer so you cannot make your melt down public.