Azure, are you seeing a gender therapist? You need one of those before they start handing out hormones, right?
Be very careful with what you do to yourself. You may be transgendered, but it seems sort of obvious that you have some other issues regardless. Maybe you should work those out some before committing to anything. Not hating, but this is a huge life decision and it might be a bad idea to jump right in with the body-altering drugs.
In everyone that takes hormones (especially when they're taking it for something like this, which requires large doses and big changes) it tends to throw their endocrine system out of homeostasis and this can cause a lot of problems even as it resolves the gender thing. Mental problems, physical problems.
Just be careful.
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