[pharmakos]

i usually don't get open-eyed visuals from psychedelics. if i do they tend to be very light.

i think its from my years of dissociative abuse -- i once read a research paper about how dissociative tolerance can cause changes in the qualitative effects of 5HT-2A agonists. something about downstream gluataminergic effects and changes in receptor expression, idk.

i definitely still can trip pretty hard, though, but the effects are mostly mental and auditory.