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Originally Posted by xorbier
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Don't forget
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The suicide jokes are fuckin played out. You don't look witty or funny when you pull em out of your bag of "lulz". You look unoriginal, stupid, and worthy of your own advice.
Fuck off.
Moving on....
After actually reading the OP I have to say that I can identify somewhat in his situation. The only difference is that I never let the negativity around me drag my spirit down or let it produce a chip on my shoulder. A lot of the anger i've had in my life has been a direct result of selfish, small, and narrow minded individuals that infest this world. When I was in my teens I wasn't wise enough to see this and these types of "emotional vampires" tend to gravitate towards those of us with principles and integrity. In my early twenties I finally recognized this and became proactive in eliminating these people from my life. Today I have a wife I love very much because we both know this simple but difficult-to-see truth.
Sometimes I imagine people look at how I speak and act and believe me to be a big fuckin asshole but the thing is that is that I despise these lowlife, wastes of human potential. I will call someone out and tell them that they're worthless. Maybe not with the greatest tact but I just call em how I see it. I've been told you can be
too honest but I don't believe it for a second and I think that sort of thinking is the source of a lot of evil in the world. I'm just trying to make up for all the bullshit around me.
In short: Kick the negatively influential things and people in your life to the curb. Surround yourself with likeminded people. Sure it might be lonely at first but the more you work at it the more good people you will find and your life will be blessed for it. Once you're strong in this approach then you can come back to cesspools like the R&F forums and cuss the dumbfucks out and laugh about it all.
You seem to be a good guy, Straif and just looking for answers. I don't think you need professional help or need to stop questioning the bullshit in your life. Keep that perserverence up. It serves you well.
The End.