Life is all about balance. You can't over obsess at any aspect or it's hard to be truly happy. Everquest is a good escape, relieves some stress and is a lot of fun at times. Like you mentioned though, you aren't happy with your real life right now and you can't expect Everquest to fill those voids.
Do you want a family or career? You need to start working towards something so you are proud of what you do and feel fulfilled. Then with some extra time play Everquest instead of trying to define who you are through a game. If you are pissed about where you are at in real life then no matter what you are doing you will be short tempered.
You also mentioned that your family sucks, that is rough. I have always had a really supportive and loving family, but my fiance is the opposite. She realizes how bad it is now after becoming close to mine. If you start moving in the right direction and are happy with where you are at, you will be surrounded by the right people, it will come naturally.
Keep your head up, I wish you the best of luck.
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