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Originally Posted by runlvlzero
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As shitty as anyone else's. Susvain might just be more aware of how shitty it is.
Honestly though if given the choice. I would not do drugs to pacify my self.
Some people find drugs as entertaining as any of our other habits. Some people would even probably be able to more responsibly use drugs recreationaly if it weren't for our system of drug laws. And the big money in it.
But I feel like Susvain is the type of person who self medicates because they do not enjoy reality. Have not learned to enjoy life despite that self awareness of how shitty it is.
Drugs are great at keeping those people perpetually in control. Or fighting something. Rather than growing and understanding themselves.
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I dont know exactly why i still do it. But the first time i took pain pills was so i could fuck for 3hours straight. My friend told me how it was making him last for hours with his girl, and after you give a girl solid dick for hours you dont wanna go back to doing it sober and not be able to give her the same satisfaction. Then my group of best friends 3-4 of us all got introduced to the needle by my friend i made at college who was a normal good kid at the time who just took percs but was curious about needle. So we all did it and id do it once a month or so the first year (2010) and then come 2011 ita become more important
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