Andddddddd I relapsed. Waste of twenty bucks because I barely got a rush. Sit was suppose to be good this kids been hyping it up for weeks but perhaps the suboxone built up from the day prior and the week partially blocked it. Afterwards I felt horrible for using and it's making me not want to use again. I wish I would of just taken subs today that's how I feel. I miss having a streak of seven days. Using today has made me more against dope then I was prior. I'm all set to use tomorrow after my doctors appointment. After the shot tomorrow I'm gonna stick with it and try to beat my mark of seven days. I already feel bad about tomorrow so well see.
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