I'm thinking about hanging myself instead. Seems like a better way to go. Probably wouldn't be as painful as cutting off oxygen to the brain just seems to cause darkness to slip over the eyes until one passes out and goes to sleep.
Kids seem to do that for fun as the rush of oxygen back to the brain is euphoric for some people. Weird, I never tried it. Almost as if these kids never tried drugs.
What a pointless life to be born into, growing up into a broke family that could barely support themselves without the help of their own parents as well.
All through my childhood my parents basically lived off of their parents well into their 40's. I'm only 31 and I haven't had the support of my parents since the age of 17. They didn't even have the decency to teach me to drive and help buy me a car. I guess that's what you call a tax refund baby.
What a sweet release death will be in the end anyway.
We all have to die and at least I won't be missing out on anything as I couldn't achieve much anyway.
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