This will be my last post but not because I dont care. I just realized how foolish it was of me to try and give you advice when you need professional help, but its like I'm talking to myself 4 years ago and I can't let it go.
You need professional help, I'll say it again. Tell someone at a hospital or clinic you think you have depression and are considering suicide. They are obligated to help you, and the costs will be written off. Do not think about the money.
I hope people see the devastation of not having access to affordable healthcare. Everything else aside, including politics, this is the real consequences. Someone is hurting and cannot see how to get help due to money. Thats fucked up. Any other modern country and this man would have the help he deserves.
We can do better. The medication is cheap and effective. Please seek it out and stick with it, because the effects are not immediate.
I would even advise committing a petty crime and going to jail at this point, because you will be given help at the intake. What a fucked up country.
I'm hoping for you. Good luck and know that if I could do more I would. Not all humans are scum given half a chance.
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