it is chemical. get more exercise, go to free clinic. i get my meds for about 10$ a pop at the college. i didnt diagnosed until 26 and im 30 now. its not been easy but its better then going postal which i almost did one day and my brother talked me down and got me to the clinic.
i went in and told them i felt strange. that was all i had to say. i went home, saw a psychiatrist once for a prescription, and began the tedium of dosing and shitting water (serotonin is named thus because it is in Blood Serum and affects Muscle tissue TONE so your guts will be bubbly).
its not a big deal after you do it. before, i felt like you and wanted to suicide bomb the next asshole who looked at me sideways. no one would fight me, i think i looked crazy that day.
i appreciate C-lo's "crazy" in a new way. GET HELP BRO.
try ordering some 5f-AKB48 offline its like pot but a full agonist and it will get you eating and sleeping and basically in zombie mode until you can get real meds. its $60 for 5 grams and that much lasts three fuckin months, cheaper than weed. im off it now, withdrawals not so good but only lasts three days of like weed withdrawals... even with weed around. im a new man today. literally almost this last two weeks, after 30 years of struggling to comprehend why anyone would choose to stay alive.
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