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Originally Posted by abacab-godking2
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so I thought about telling my story to a charity that specializes in suicidal situations like mine considering their goal is prevention. this was their responses so far;
1st Response:
"It seems that life is very difficult for you at the moment and
you say that you have no interest in continuing your life.
When you say that every day you wake up wishing you hadn't, do
you feel that you really do want to die?"
2nd Response:
"It must indeed be very stressful, being unemployed together with the added burden of the
imminent renewal of your lease.
Being willing and capable of working hard is a positive attribute to have and hopefully in
time will enable you to obtain a satisfactory position.
Have you found writing details of your life and the situation you find yourself in of any
benefit to you? Often sharing your inner most thoughts with another may enable one to see
things more clearly.
We continue to offer you support as long as you find it helps."
my conclusion is that project1999 RNF handles this better than the "professionals."
i'm still going to shoot myself once I get my eviction notice. i'm going to open my door and make sure that when I shoot myself in the head, my brains will splatter across the eviction notice stapled to the door while my body bleeds out all over their carpet.
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I don't know if you believe in anything after this life. Obviously it sounds like you do not. Believe me when I say I am not a believer in religion at all. Sorry, but all man-made bullshit is retarded at some point, no matter how beautiful the intent.
One thing I do believe is that we are here to learn something. Whether it's painful or joyful souls are here for a reason. Energy never dies. We, as humans living in this cesspool, may not have the answers to everything. I understand that. But consider one thing...
Maybe you need to learn something right now on a spiritual level. What do you think happens if you don't
really do everything possible to fight your way through this? And have you really, really done everything possible? My version of hell is having to come back here to all the ugliness. Would you really wanna have to start all over again just to have the same kind of life?
Everything, in my opinion, is about learning and becoming a better person. Sometimes maybe my only success is that I try.