All this talk of "dedicated players" and the players who "play the most" deserving the loot yet it seems to be that at least half of Nihilum's membership doesn't even log on til its raid time. I've been playing this game way too much and neglecting everything in real life to do so and getting nowhere. Huge incentive to just join Nihilum.. sometimess I wish I would just quit. What's the fucking point? Shits just wasting away. This game is all escapism for me, but lately its just depressing.
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