What if my electricity is really *bad*
 

What if I'm a spiky prion.

Lighting bolts.

Poison.

Radiation.

I'm really afraid I got fiery meteor electric blood.

An Ice Commet. From beyond.

I know, a magnetar. Starkind. Doubt creeps in. 40 cycles in.

Can I really change? Or is it forum lights out?

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I heard walking barefoot in dirt can recalibrate your electrons!

It can. I did that.

I had visions and hallucinations of worms people and events last night. Couldn't sleep. They were waking. Dreams while fully conscious and aware, but suppressed.

Images were also different in right and left eye.

Feels like a computer program screen artifacting. A hud overlayed but malfunctioning.

I had hallucinations last year about this time. Very detailed and computer generated or projected images. The doctors didn't believe me.

I documented it.

If I were superstitious I would say I am psychic.

If religious. God.

Maybe it's extrasensory. Some of it may be prophetic.

Or my body or brain is trying to illustrate a pathogen. Or a subconscious is trying to awaken and push itself up into primary consciousness. Overwrite. Edit active memory.

It's all somewhat unsettling and it feels like I'm flying at mach 10. Maximum serotonin. No brakes. Burning hot. Metabolism screaming.

Maybe the government and or aliens is just beaming images into my brain.

Maybe my brain is in a lab and this reality is artificial. And neuroscientists are just experimenting on my brain.

Maybe my brain was imaged and replicated and Google tried simulating it. And this is all the data but it's changing and reality is warping because the simulator is being recoded, input changed.

I try to avoid looking too much into dreams, they sap a lot of energy and sleep quality, and the more aware I am of dreaming, the more vivid and conscious of them I become. Double edged sword mostly.

Yeah but I was awake awake.

Like layered consciousness.

Like augmented reality.