Same. :(

I recommand that u check out some therapy for that.

1) u gave ur doggos life
2) they where most likely good lifes from what i can tell
3) doggos don't generally outlive their hummoos
4) that was much better than all the million terrible things u could have put ur energy into
5) g-d loves doggos and so did u
6) there where many perfect moments with ur doggos remember those