Vinicito
04-03-2010, 08:27 AM
I've never found a four-leaf clover, because I've never looked.
I've never seen the ocean, except in other's pictures.
I've never been in an airplane, only a helicopter once.
I've never traveled freely, not knowing where I'd sleep.
And I've never loved myself, never give myself a chance.
All these things are unimportant, or so I tell myself.
I am a ponderer, a philosopher, a prophet, and a naive.
An invert, but not shy, it is a chosen fate.
I never get bored, or lonely, but am admittedly lackluster.
If only it mattered.
What have you done or not done, that you wish you hadn't or had ?
What memories haunt you, what thoughts make you sad ?
Have you ever pushed yourself too far, then pulled away ?
Have you ever touched yourself deeply, and if so, is that gay ?
Where do you go when you dream, is it in a safe place ?
Where have nightmares taken you, have you seen a cruel face ?
If you know where you are going, is the trip the only fun ?
If you're lost, with no direction, should you walk or should you run ?
When things are dark and dreery, do you wish that you weren't here ?
When things are bright and cheery, doesn't it all just seem so clear ?
Could there be no rhyme or reason, no secret to unlock ?
You are either free to live in their world, or trapped in your own box.
If only it mattered.
I've never seen the ocean, except in other's pictures.
I've never been in an airplane, only a helicopter once.
I've never traveled freely, not knowing where I'd sleep.
And I've never loved myself, never give myself a chance.
All these things are unimportant, or so I tell myself.
I am a ponderer, a philosopher, a prophet, and a naive.
An invert, but not shy, it is a chosen fate.
I never get bored, or lonely, but am admittedly lackluster.
If only it mattered.
What have you done or not done, that you wish you hadn't or had ?
What memories haunt you, what thoughts make you sad ?
Have you ever pushed yourself too far, then pulled away ?
Have you ever touched yourself deeply, and if so, is that gay ?
Where do you go when you dream, is it in a safe place ?
Where have nightmares taken you, have you seen a cruel face ?
If you know where you are going, is the trip the only fun ?
If you're lost, with no direction, should you walk or should you run ?
When things are dark and dreery, do you wish that you weren't here ?
When things are bright and cheery, doesn't it all just seem so clear ?
Could there be no rhyme or reason, no secret to unlock ?
You are either free to live in their world, or trapped in your own box.
If only it mattered.