Have I destroyed this place?

[magnetaress]

https://i.imgur.com/ocvZGpn.jpg

Like. I am not all powerful or anything.

Poll is private, feel free to let me know how you feel though.

[Cassawary]

no it just smells bad

[Jibartik]

No, this place is 100% devoted to your suicide prevention.

We're not even real.

Were figments of your imagination that are here to love and support you.

Do not join the assentilaists! It's a death cult!

[Chortles Ban Appeal]

https://i.imgur.com/lFFWXr3.jpg

[magnetaress]

Illusions of granduer. Man that hurts when pelled.

You guys are sweet. Thapulled.

Is this what you mean by essentialist Jibartik? https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Essentialism#:~:text=Essentialism%20is%20the%20vie w%20that,idea%22%20or%20%22form%22.

Essentialism*is the view that every*entity*has a set of attributes that are necessary to its*identity*and function.[1]*In early Western thought,*Plato's idealism*held that all things have such an "essence"—an*"idea" or "form".

I'm becoming aware this is rigid and inflexible. Illusionary.

[aspomwell]

I blocked you the first month you started posting.

Figured you may had settled down so last week I unblocked.

Haven't made up my mind yet on re-blocking you. Most of the threads you start are worthless and I wish I could just block those but see your comments in other threads, but that doesn't appear to be an option.

As far as destroying this place? I think you have a pretty high opinion of yourself, don't think you can manage that on your own! You're definitely a unique flavor.

[magnetaress]

I certainly dont take offense aspomwell. I understand why you avoid me.

This place. Forum. Is a lot quieter. Slower than I remember.

[Cecily]

Can't pollute a landfill. You try to plant some flowers at least. Also, yeah, this place is wayyyy beyond its expiration date.

[Chortles Ban Appeal]

https://i.imgur.com/46VbiHP.gif

[magnetaress]

https://i.imgur.com/46VbiHP.gif
I don't want to hurt anyone.

Can't pollute a landfill. You try to plant some flowers at least. Also, yeah, this place is wayyyy beyond its expiration date.

https://i.imgur.com/fA2jteZ.jpg

[Cecily]

https://i.imgur.com/46VbiHP.gif
https://i.imgur.com/ILqOLOU.gif

[Chortles Ban Appeal]

https://i.imgur.com/SgPCkf5.gif

[Mblake81]

https://i.imgur.com/edwtkBe.png

[Kaveh]

https://i.imgur.com/SgPCkf5.gif

Lol’ed

[Chortles Ban Appeal]

https://i.imgur.com/8FHHNLq.gif

[imperiouskitten]

network tv is back

[Snortles ban appeal]

https://i.imgur.com/y3TRWIk.jpg

[bubur]

no i appreciate you

[imperiouskitten]

https://i.imgur.com/y3TRWIk.jpg

if it stays cute im not mad (or snitchin) :p

i am just sick of the same old transphoby stuff, will have it removed from my sight

[Nocht]

Just be thankful he didn't bump the superbowl thread XD

[imperiouskitten]

maybe I destroyed this place? back in about 2016-2017. Remember when it was rather polite and liberal/tolerant in a "professional", impersonal way?

[imperiouskitten]

Just be thankful he didn't bump the superbowl thread XD

sshhhh lol

[Chortles Ban Appeal]

https://i.imgur.com/TTs4dqO.gif

[imperiouskitten]

that is impressively apropos, gj

hes like a smooshed up play dough version of my delicately featured face tho!!! i yield not one bit

how old is that kid? 13 do you think, or more like 15? cuz i looked like this (https://i.imgur.com/Rs3454z.jpg) at 13 with no blobby nose and hook chin and like, u guys are so mean i got bullied for being a redhead in skool too

[GinnasP99]

Camp Anawanna, we hold you in our hearts.

[Nocht]

Budnick did save John Connor from the T-1000 though, hes not all bad.

[bubur]

the truth is your presence affected this place but yet if you didnt exist who cares

hope this helps

[magnetaress]

Thanks. I was genuinely curious. Worried. Maybe I shoullda stayed away. Not every thread is a cry for help.

A lot of times I'm just trying to probe the grey matter of the internet.

Curious.

Definitely bored and lonely. I don't need advice in that department. If I had my self together still I'd just start an only fan's or w/e.

[bubur]

just relax

somewhere, somehow, the earth is swallowing up a village in a devastating landslide and you're not in it

and there's nothing you can do about it

[magnetaress]

That's why my secret lair is out in the deep bedrock somewhere in the middle of a continental shelf, underwater.

[bubur]

fair, i try to make my minecraft bases some ways away from spawn but not far so that someone wont eventually find them and fuk it over. its kind of gratifying knowing that itll get eaten up eventually after im done playing

[Nocht]

Underwater lairs are dope. Its 2021 how do we not have underwater Sea Labs by now?

[imperiouskitten]

i think magnetaress represents a forum draw. not aids.

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I think what killed this board is time. When it started out we were 10 yrs younger, many college aged and interested in socializing. We were cool n normal, in our real self sort of ways, because we existed in real life. Facebook was a new thing and we were sharing ourselves basically for the first time. Most of us used 4chan and assumed the others did, but we followed rules 1 & 2 what with that adolescent horror for coming off cringe.

Then came the doxing, stalking, and many traumas. Big ban waves because the admins at times simply wanted the community dead so they wouldn't have to moderate. I suspect for many forum users, some years of subjection to supremely alienating computer-based employment with much looking at the clock on the Windows start menu. Where all friendship was lost, maybe you found a mate for awhile but by now it's fallen apart, and now your relationship with the computer is a bad one. Lot of cranky, lonely peeps with thinking disorders which weren't so bad at 22, but have been nurtured over time (especially in the angriest ones, the ones who seem unable to ever admit doing wrong or evolving, for whom showing any emotion or genuineness represents a sort of cardinal humiliation & phobia).

And hardest of all, we wore ever later into September, the replacement blood coming ever more ungrounded and childlike and evangelical for things which we grew out of before we ever found this board. But truly lower-IQ than we were who got into weird stuff like eqemu projects in 2004, and so just plain unable to detect elders and show respect. The crowd fundamentally, inarguably degraded. :(

Time is alienating. I think it's the alienation that makes this board difficult. But what can we do but respond to it with warmth and seek new intimacies. Even with the real big crinjas

[bubur]

you're all going to die

think about death, often

[imperiouskitten]

you're all going to die

think about death, often


right now i am quite infatuated & sentimental about time spent. it has lasted 2 years already and i think it might last forever. finding a really good partner helps.

i just wanna spectate a few decades with lots of time spent feeling warm like this. i won't feel bad about it. i just can't relate to the totally alienated horror cases, though I suppose i might if i lost him. but i have faith i'll go first and in a long time.

feels good man

[magnetaress]

^^^^^^^^

If you can.

I have a few happy moments. I go to. Waiting for me.

I'm alone in them though. And that brings tears. Those memories are there for me, and the tears are worth it.

Maybe this is some of it to. I mean. As silly as it is. I remember this place and you guys. I am remembering. And I have had some good times here. I laugh at the worst of it now. Not derisively. Or sadisticly.

But knowingly. Really lovingly.

Here's to hoping for a few more.

Anyway glad I can't blame myself for absolutely everything.

Time to sleep. Good night peeps.

[imperiouskitten]

i have dreams im posting on forum sometimes tbh

[Snortles ban appeal]

https://i.imgur.com/A7wOuUs.jpg

[Bearsnowls]

Thought you were ok =\

I need to swing by more often.

[Mblake81]

https://i.imgur.com/dWdIk8a.jpg

[A Knight]

No. I think some people feel like they are being ignored and then have to pick on other random people, so someone listens.

[A Knight]

And/Or they do it to you to have someone feel sorry for them, or give them sympathy.

[Jibartik]

No. I think some people feel like they are being ignored and then have to pick on other random people, so someone listens.

Gene Cole, who worked for the Erath County Sheriff’s Office at the time, testified Friday that on June 22, 2013, he “heard Mr. [Eddie Ray] Routh say, ‘I shot them because they wouldn’t talk to me. I was just riding in the back seat of the truck and nobody would talk to me. They were just taking me to the range so I shot them. I feel bad about it, but they wouldn’t talk to me. I’m sure they’ve forgiven me.’”

[magnetaress]

This is messin with my head.

I didn't want to mess with your heads.

I'm sorry :(

[A Knight]

Gene Cole, who worked for the Erath County Sheriff’s Office at the time, testified Friday that on June 22, 2013, he “heard Mr. [Eddie Ray] Routh say, ‘I shot them because they wouldn’t talk to me. I was just riding in the back seat of the truck and nobody would talk to me. They were just taking me to the range so I shot them. I feel bad about it, but they wouldn’t talk to me. I’m sure they’ve forgiven me.’”

hm. Yea that's crazy. I don't like to mentally persecute mentally ill people but I'm sure he was lost inside a long time ago. And I believe everyone is innocent so I don't always like to ride the "Persecute the bad and evil!" horse.

I heard a story about a soldier that tried to be nice to someone and took the guy to the range and he shot the soldier. Its a sad story especially because I didn't want to hear about the soldier. But I think some people get lost long ago. Its a sad case in life.

[A Knight]

This is messin with my head.

I didn't want to mess with your heads.

I'm sorry :(

Sorry, I hope I didn't sound like I was messing with your head. I was trying to give you positive truthful feedback.

[Mblake81]

hm. Yea that's crazy. I don't like to mentally persecute mentally ill people but I'm sure he was lost inside a long time ago. And I believe everyone is innocent so I don't always like to ride the "Persecute the bad and evil!" horse.

I heard a story about a soldier that tried to be nice to someone and took the guy to the range and he shot the soldier. Its a sad story especially because I didn't want to hear about the soldier. But I think some people get lost long ago. Its a sad case in life.

Topsy Turvy

[A Knight]

I'm going to walk away before someone makes this a bigger conversation than it started as.

[Mblake81]

Very well.

[A Knight]

No. I think some people feel like they are being ignored and then have to pick on other random people, so someone listens.

Just one more thing before I go. I wasn't necessarily saying you were picking on people. (I can't read all your posts.) I was saying in general some idea, of why people pick on people, if you were being picked on.

[magnetaress]

Just one more thing before I go. I wasn't necessarily saying you were picking on people. (I can't read all your posts.) I was saying in general some idea, of why people pick on people, if you were being picked on.

*nods*

I didn't feel persecuted. I get what you're talking about now. Things got better when I started to realize this. Thanks!

[A Knight]

You're welcome

[Nocht]

Get in the forum shinji

https://youtu.be/wRMkOY9OrbU

80s synth version if you don't like jazz

https://youtu.be/_N66Hud_Tq4

:P

[magnetaress]

Pretty good songs.

[A Knight]

Good, I hope you didn't feel persecuted by whoever was picking on you.

Took me a while to respond its been cold here.