Maerillith definitely not a chick lol

[maerilith]

Maerillith definitely not a chick lol


http://i.imgur.com/Szbbtk2l.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/7E9L6Kul.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/jsT3n8el.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/cI8Q2oLl.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/U5cBohjl.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/lwFD5tRl.jpg


http://i.imgur.com/SZEU2xY.jpg

Legally female bitch. FYI My shit's been updated my license says F xD <3

[Spit]

Is that Quag maelstrom ? Stop fucking attacking In ooc piece of shit

[Spit]

Oot*

[Uuruk]

Eww tranny

[HippoNipple]

I blame the infestation of trannys on you nerds that actually give them attention. There is a reason they flock to this server.

[Redi]

Lol those pms that uuruk sent u Maer, good thanks for share

Good chortles

[maerilith]

Lol those pms that uuruk sent u Maer, good thanks for share

Good chortles

yw, lol, explains why Uuruk so mad and desperate ;)

[Ames1]

KILL IT WITH FIRE

[Ragnaros]

yikes get some new teeth

[maerilith]

yikes get some new teeth

IKR, haven't sucked enough dick yet :mad:

[Uuruk]

yikes get some new teeth

[miraclegrow2]

post the pms

[Uuruk]

post the pms

[maerilith]

I don't kiss and tell :D

[Uuruk]

I don't kiss and tell :D

I wouldn't kiss anyone if I had your teeth or face.

[maerilith]

I wouldn't kiss anyone if I had your teeth or face.

I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not :cool:

[miraclegrow2]

ok Caitlyn jenner

[Qtip]

7210

[Uuruk]

Lol

[derpcake]

i can only imagine the isolation you are going through, posting things like that and expecting something positive

god bless and find help, you need it

[derpcake]

also gtfo the forum, your shit sucks

[Smedy]

http://i.imgur.com/iWKad22.jpg

[maerilith]

also gtfo the forum, your shit sucks

coming from you, i can safely ignore this :D

[derpcake]

i wish my car had half that gleam

[Jazzy]

i assume xaanka / anime or whatever hes called has a similar vibe

[maerilith]

i assume xaanka / anime or whatever hes called has a similar vibe

I'm curious how Xaanaka presents IRL. Wud like 2 see a for real pic... of course Xaanaka is selfish and never sent me a pic after I sent them pics.

Probably looks prettier than me. I'm by far from "pretty" for a "tranny" but I don't think I'm ugly lol.

[Odann]

Probably looks prettier than me. I'm by far from "pretty" for a "tranny" but I don't think I'm ugly lol.


FUCKING KEK!!!!!!!!

[maerilith]

FUCKING KEK!!!!!!!!

IDK people IRL say I am passable/pass/gender me correctly. So I'm having a hard time believing the mad people on R99 forums.

[Odann]

IDK people IRL say I am passable/pass/gender me correctly. So I'm having a hard time believing the mad people on R99 forums.

I have no interest in tearing you down, as you seem as close as one can be to edge of your sanity.

Who are you in-game?

[maerilith]

I have no interest in tearing you down, as you seem as close as one can be to edge of your sanity.

Who are you in-game?

Send Alviarin a /tell

[hammbone]

maerilith = lulz?

[Mus3t11]

Get up on that Gyno... Send her the pixel package, na'mean?

[hammbone]

maerilith = lulz?

gotta be - has cuckulz written all over it

[Aesop]

You aren't hideous girl.

These nerds are ugly where it counts anyhow.

[maerilith]

gotta be - has cuckulz written all over it

Nope, Lulz h8's me.

[maerilith]

You aren't hideous girl.

These nerds are ugly where it counts anyhow.

I know, and I still trigger myself like hell when I look in the mirrors, but I've come to terms with what I can and can't change.

TBH I think a lot of it is the mentality that a "female" must look like a 13 yr old barbie :(

Thanks for the nice comment :)

[Pokesan]

why would you choose to be a woman? it's a power downgrade in every aspect

[maerilith]

why would you choose to be a woman? it's a power downgrade in every aspect

I try to put it like this, being a guy was like swimming upstream in freezing water for me. ... was it... barely livable and survivable? Yeah.

But shit IRLs, being a woman while lacking the "patriarchal" privilege and sheer Bushido psycho badassness of being a "dudebro".

It's like soaking in a hot warm spa with bubbles and nice oils and warm candle light.

Granted for some people being a dude is nice too. But it wasn't for me :D

[maerilith]

Also, physical... disconnect with parts that would scare these nerds into oblivion and cause lots of hate. I can't explain to someone what having the wrong equipment is like... it's like being deformed and wounded.

Of course people will just tell me to suck it up lots of people are deformed. But we help those people, and not everyone has to live with their injuries.

[Ames1]

if you have a ding dong ur a guy. once you cut it off then i'll consider calling you a woman

[maerilith]

if you have a ding dong ur a guy. once you cut it off then i'll consider calling you a woman

Don't worry you wouldn't have to struggle with pronouns around me over something so trivial ;)

[Pokesan]

Also, physical... disconnect with parts that would scare these nerds into oblivion and cause lots of hate. I can't explain to someone what having the wrong equipment is like... it's like being deformed and wounded.

Of course people will just tell me to suck it up lots of people are deformed. But we help those people, and not everyone has to live with their injuries.

are you doing this because your mad at god?

[maerilith]

are you doing this because your mad at god?

God loves me. And In the eyes of god I'm a woman and a good christian. If god is your thing.

Not mad at god whatsoever. (though I can call into question the "books(tm)")

[maerilith]

are you doing this because your mad at god?

If what your saying is you think I'm mad that I was born and "transitioned" it's not god being cruel. I see it as an opportunity and I don't question my fate like that.

Perhaps god wanted to give me a unique perspective, and cares for me dearly enough to help me do this.

[Pokesan]

If what your saying is you think I'm mad that I was born and "transitioned" it's not god being cruel. I see it as an opportunity and I don't question my fate like that.

Perhaps god wanted to give me a unique perspective, and cares for me dearly enough to help me do this.

ain't nothin in the bible sayin to kill your dick dude

[maerilith]

ain't nothin in the bible sayin to kill your dick dude

Aint nothin in the bible about being a man and woman other than some gibberish in genisis and making babies for the church.

Again that IMO is what people say about god. What's between me and god is between me and god. And I'm very right with god (my beliefs). Not worried.

[Ames1]

Don't worry you wouldn't have to struggle with pronouns around me over something so trivial ;)

yuck

[Ames1]

Anyone have a theory on why there is such a large representation of trannies on a server of only a few hundred people?

[Pikrib]

I blame the infestation of trannys on you nerds that actually give them attention. There is a reason they flock to this server.

It seems like the people who start the most threads in RnF are trannys.

Therefore

I predict that Farzo will be the next one that comes out of the closet.

:D

[Redi]

I accept OP for who she is.

[Modus]

Fuck the haters Maeri - I'm hard as a rock right now.

PM me in game on my warrior Checkraise.

[maerilith]

Fuck the haters Maeri - I'm hard as a rock right now.

PM me in game on my warrior Checkraise.

LOL ur full of it and not checkraise, still lol'd hard though.

@ Pkrib, I'm REALLY surprised there aren't like 20 transmen here. I guess it's easier to prove your a frothing neckbeard than post pictures of barbie tits? IDK.

[Sirban]

Bald

[Xaanka]

i assume xaanka / anime or whatever hes called has a similar vibe

I'm curious how Xaanaka presents IRL. Wud like 2 see a for real pic... of course Xaanaka is selfish and never sent me a pic after I sent them pics.

Probably looks prettier than me. I'm by far from "pretty" for a "tranny" but I don't think I'm ugly lol.

I've posted my rl pic in some kimm thread on these forums. Im too lazy to repost it go wild.

[Xaanka]

my nudes are #homocaust exclusive material tho

[pgerman]

i spy at least 3 future red99 suicides in this thread

[AzzarTheGod]

first genuine kek I've had via barcode.

[EatitNerd]

Yikes where the fuck do I begin

[Xaanka]

i understand that a lot of people on red 99 come from unenlightened shithole flyover states and weird european cuckold countries, and also that the target demographic for "posting on the forums of a emulated 17 year old mmorpg server" is typically shut in w/ social problems and maybe slight regresiveness towards their childhood...

but i don't judge or care or whatever about how anyone chooses to identify their gender & it makes no difference to me. not my life, not my business. it's kind of weird to think that somebody would even care about that?

also if you ever interact with a trans person in the real world (say, you are going to the bank and the bank teller is transgendered?) you should know that yes, it does make everyone in the room cringe when you use pronouns obviously opposite to how someone's presenting.

try "actually acting like a normal person" out next time you interact with a trans person. you'll find things aren't much different to be honest, you just judge them based off the same criteria as anyone else. if they have purple hair and talk about their genitals all day then ya that person is weird and creepy and annoying also wouldn't trust them in the presence of children. but if someone can get down with some showtunes and musicals on karaoke night and get shitty drunk at the bar then ya they might end up being a good friend of mine u feels?

u're barbaric red posters

[Xaanka]

also u dont make ur friends and casual acquaintances uncomfortable in public if u do that, but im sure most of you guys have other ways of doing that on a constant and regular basis hence fungi tunic fridays being a "sure thing" in your schedule

[EatitNerd]

Uh, no.

[Xaanka]

Uh, no.

ya i'm sure it's not like that in Alabama

[EatitNerd]

Ain't from no damn Alabama, but if I saw op irl man it would make my day. Have a story to tell for a while, and while you may be happier now, don't try and act like you're religious at the same time, because you're not. There's a reason why a pastor would take a look at you and, I'm sorry to be blunt, say you're an "abomination". It's cool if you're agnostic but you definitely don't fall under the bible. Idk maybe some Buddhism or some other weird religion but not any variation of Christianity.

[hammbone]

Nope, Lulz h8's me.

I find that very odd, especially with you being a tranny. Lulz <3s tranny folk - many pics of his tranny adventures floating around.

[AzzarTheGod]

try "actually acting like a normal person" out next time you interact with a trans person. you'll find things aren't much different to be honest, you just judge them based off the same criteria as anyone else. if they have purple hair and talk about their genitals all day then ya that person is weird and creepy and annoying also wouldn't trust them in the presence of children. but if someone can get down with some showtunes and musicals on karaoke night and get shitty drunk at the bar then ya they might end up being a good friend of mine u feels?


That would be the gay community you are describing-- which mostly consists of sex addicts, deviants, and other flagrantly disrespectful obnoxious individuals. Trans simply end up taking all the heat from the gay community.

Lived 10 solid years out in the streets across the 2 largest cities in the USA, college and otherwise. Including NYC. Never had any of the above run-ins with a trans woman, but lost track of how many gays "presented" as a sex-crazed deviant asshole or just flat out obnoxious to the point of offense. I don't treat girls that way, and I expect the same respect I give to women. And gays do not like that.

So regardless of anyone's personal opinion on it, I can say with the confidence of the most world experience on this forum, with the trust fund spent to back it up, that trans are the least of societies problems.

[snufzaimoverlord]

What a gross looking thing.

[Jazzy]

Reminds me of buffalo bill from silence of the lambs

[fan D]

i think youre beautiful

[Xaanka]

Ain't from no damn Alabama, but if I saw op irl man it would make my day. Have a story to tell for a while, and while you may be happier now, don't try and act like you're religious at the same time, because you're not. There's a reason why a pastor would take a look at you and, I'm sorry to be blunt, say you're an "abomination". It's cool if you're agnostic but you definitely don't fall under the bible. Idk maybe some Buddhism or some other weird religion but not any variation of Christianity.

just lol if u wouldnt suck a feminine cock u little dweeb

[Beastagoog]

A feminine cock. Lol.

[Jazzy]

Eatitnerd so salty after being dumped irl by gf over elf sim addiction


YIKES

[LostCause]

7210

lol wtf i didn't even realize that was christopher lloyd guess i was young back when i saw addams family.

[Drakaris]

Eatitnerd so salty after being dumped irl by gf over elf sim addiction


YIKES

Him and rhettiwalk both.

Can't wait to see how many American babes get wet over my accent! Maybe I can finally convince the wife to do a 3 way with a hot blonde?

[EatitNerd]

I'm salty because I'm honest about OPs choices? Lol ya ok buffalo bill

[AzzarTheGod]

just lol if u wouldnt suck a feminine cock u little dweeb

something about the way this was written made me lose it.

cheers

p.s. you are probably invading EatItNerd's safe space. maybe he is on the low, did u think of that?

[maerilith]

Well I have to appreciate peoples biased yet unfiltered honesty. It's hard to get that IRLs. Thanks. Even if it does make me a little sad.

No one is perfect. I don't expect you to all be either. GL on your journeys.

(my highest unfiltered bias is eititnerd suffers some form of DSMIV GID or is a closeted "tranny" who just doesn't want to come out and deal with the blah)

To which I can respect. I just don't think it's possible for me to be in the closet with R99. Sadly I'm like a moth drawn to a flame with these fucking forums :( and dumb shits like Eit will always trigger me into being a retard.

[FoxxHound]

wtf did I miss? I left the forums for like, a day.
I didn't even get to see.

[maerilith]

wtf did I miss? I left the forums for like, a day.
I didn't even get to see.

Sorry foxxy. I'll PM u something later <3

[maerilith]

There are no fake people. If even the most chauvinistic angry reclusive basement dwelling nerd can learn that the characteristics we were dealt are just a template. What we are taught is just what was given to us. That in the end when everything is weighed When everything comes out in the wash. These characteristics are meaningless. Please stop basing your self worth and the worthiness of others on "how much of a real woman, man, or whatever they are". True worth nobility beauty come from within ones self. You are all worthy of being the most beautiful, noble, and greatest of people. Character can be changed. Do not let your opinion of others define your own character. Reality is just a loosely defined collection of our experiences and perceptions. Rule your own thoughts and perceptions. Not those of others. We are all real to ourselves. Be that real self to others. Treat yourself with love. And try to accept that all others learn this lesson in their own way. It cannot be forced upon them.

But I can call Eititnerd a massive cunt. <3 Because I'm angry as fuck.

[Redi]

Him and rhettiwalk both.

Can't wait to see how many American babes get wet over my accent! Maybe I can finally convince the wife to do a 3 way with a hot blonde?

Does your pillow waifu tell u ur a hunk?

[bubur]

There are no fake people. If even the most chauvinistic angry reclusive basement dwelling nerd can learn that the characteristics we were dealt are just a template. What we are taught is just what was given to us. That in the end when everything is weighed When everything comes out in the wash. These characteristics are meaningless. Please stop basing your self worth and the worthiness of others on "how much of a real woman, man, or whatever they are". True worth nobility beauty come from within ones self. You are all worthy of being the most beautiful, noble, and greatest of people. Character can be changed. Do not let your opinion of others define your own character. Reality is just a loosely defined collection of our experiences and perceptions. Rule your own thoughts and perceptions. Not those of others. We are all real to ourselves. Be that real self to others. Treat yourself with love. And try to accept that all others learn this lesson in their own way. It cannot be forced upon them.

But I can call Eititnerd a massive cunt. <3 Because I'm angry as fuck.

in all seriousness, i kind of like the quasi-buddhist view of personality as nothingness

but my problem is: why u gotta replace it with a new meaningless template

bein real here. i respect ur change and all that but it seems contradictory

[billyinorganic]

I know, and I still trigger myself like hell when I look in the mirrors, but I've come to terms with what I can and can't change.

TBH I think a lot of it is the mentality that a "female" must look like a 13 yr old barbie :(

Thanks for the nice comment :)

Pics pls.

Are you asexual, fast for women?
Have you ever had a proper man take you?

[maerilith]

Because it's not about my personality. It's about being happy with myself and my body. My personality sucks, i'm a troll, i've been a very unhappy person for a long time.

But that's no good reason to keep hating myself.

What's wrong with "being a girl?" it seems it triggers the fuck out of a lot of these nerds.... probably some of it is me being known here because as runlvlzero I was an asshat and still am, but still.

Thing is I'm not doing this for anyone but me. Just like life and living is a selfish act. But I'm also not succumbing to my primal instinct to rail back and kill and hate those that don't understand me and hurt me. (though I sure fucking feel like it right now)

It's so simple to just be who we are and a trans person, you all may not like me and be triggered by my buffallo bill face (fuck my life) but it's easier than wanting to crawl in a hole and die.

[derpcake]

ah runlvlzero

only poster i ever ignored

[Jazzy]

i was only joking about buffalo bill.

don't make me feel bad, could be my first ever r99 regret

[Zenjai]

you look like an abomination in warcraft 3.

We cant even tell your gender.....and im sure you have some kind of disease cloud surrounding you.

Confirmed abom

[Ames1]

you look like an abomination in warcraft 3.

We cant even tell your gender.....and im sure you have some kind of disease cloud surrounding you.

Confirmed abom

holy fuck ahahaha

[EatitNerd]

Jesus you're so mad when you hear people's opinion. Ffs, I was being nice about it and just giving you the facts. If you're gonna post your tranny pics on elf sim forums in RnF, you were already expecting to get ranted on and flamed. I gave you like 3 sentences and now you're all butthurt, sorry dude.

[EatitNerd]

Also jazzy can't take back his buffalo bill statement it will always be there don't let him fool you he's a dick also

[maerilith]

Jesus you're so mad when you hear people's opinion. Ffs, I was being nice about it and just giving you the facts. If you're gonna post your tranny pics on elf sim forums in RnF, you were already expecting to get ranted on and flamed. I gave you like 3 sentences and now you're all butthurt, sorry dude.

no fuck you bitch i'll fucking cut you

[Chaboo_Cleric]

http://i.imgur.com/SZEU2xY.jpg

Legally female bitch. FYI My shit's been updated my license says F xD <3

I puked a bit

[billyinorganic]

Can you PM me a pic , OP?

I'll make you feel beautiful

[maerilith]

Can you PM me a pic , OP?

I'll make you feel beautiful

Yeah when I get off the couch have a headache and nausea.

[billyinorganic]

Yeah when I get off the couch have a headache and nausea.

I'll send you a pic back when you do

[barrettdc1]

http://i.imgur.com/ENLVa6B.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/Lz4woq3.jpg